People And Nature ☭ In this speech to a Russian military court, Anton Khozhaev, a trainee officer accused of desertion to Ukraine’s side, urged Ukrainians to fight on and scorned the “bio-trash” that the Russian army had become.
Khozhaev is one of dozens of protesters who used their final speeches in court to denounce the war, and are now serving long prison sentences.
An event marking the publication of Voices Against Putin’s War, a book comprising English translations of some of the speeches, will be held next Thursday 20 November in London, and streamed on line (see details below).
Khozhaev was studying unmanned aviation at the Zhukovsky-Gagarin academy, where he started after graduating from the Military Aviation Technology University in 2020.
In 2022, in the days after the Russian invasion of Ukraine, he denounced the war and tried unsuccessfully to sever his employment contract. Prosecutors said he was arrested trying to cross the border to Ukraine.
Khozhaev’s speech, on 16 July in the Second Western District Military Court in Moscow, was reported by Sota Vision, an independent news outlet, and republished on the Poslednee Slovo (Last Word) web site. In this translation I have omitted some lines of poetry that he read out.
Khozhaev was sentenced to 23 years, the first five to be served in prison and the remainder in maximum security prison camps, for treason, terrorism, desertion and money laundering, all of which he denied. He is recognised by Memorial as a political prisoner. SP.
Esteemed participants in the trial,
I believe that during this whole hearing, the prosecution have failed to prove my guilt, and, on the contrary, justified my actions.
Let’s take Article 205.5 [of the Russian criminal code, on participation in a terrorist organisation]. I really was the initiator of a shahid [Arabic, meaning “witness” or “martyr”], an intellectual organisation. I made contact with personnel of the Security Service of Ukraine, who took me on for training.
I just wanted to help the people of our brotherly nation to return peace to their land. I was neither an occupier nor a state terrorist of my country. My intentions were the most peaceful possible.
What’s more, it’s no secret to anyone that, at present in Russia, everyone who speaks out against aggression and against the country is called a terrorist.
As for Article 275 [on treason]: my action was in no way treacherous to my homeland. On the contrary, it was aimed at stopping a criminal government, at preventing the deaths of peaceful civilians, including citizens of Russia. The sooner this criminal war ends, the fewer financial and human resources will be needed for the difficult task of reconstruction.
Now you can charge anyone, for anything, under Article 275 if you feel like it. But what I have admitted to, including cooperation with the Security Service of Ukraine, should be treated not as a betrayal of the motherland, but as helping it.
What about Article 174.1 [on the legalisation of property acquired by criminal means]: it’s just funny to accuse me of receiving money – all 12,500 rubles of it [about $80] – especially given the scale of corruption at all levels of state power, including among military officers. This charge has just been added to pile on the accusations.
And this proves, once again, that we are not talking about a justice system, but about a system for vengeance against ordinary people.
Now Article 338.3 [on desertion]. I didn’t desert. Desertion is when a person willingly abandons his battle position at a time when support and defence is needed. But no-one has attacked Russia, no defence is required.
Moreover, the Russian authorities themselves declare that the Russian army is on the attack, that aggression is underway in all directions, and there are only victories. And I just did not want to take part in murdering Ukrainian people who have done me no ill.
Murder is a serious crime. And I am not to blame for the fact that it was impossible to resign [from the army] of my own accord, or by ending my contract. I had no other choice, except simply to quit, in order not to participate in murder.
As for Article 275.1 [on confidential cooperation with a foreign state]: to consider the Ukrainian people as some sort of enemy for defending themselves is criminal. I want to help our brothers, the Ukrainian people. That is not treachery, that is following my conscience, my upbringing, my parents’ teaching. That is love for my fellow human beings.
And when it becomes clear to everybody that my actions were not criminal, but, on the contrary, were deliberately conceived and honest – then, truth will prevail.
I was given beatings, and tortured, by the Federal Security Services. All the investigators’ actions that followed were fabrications. According to the Criminal Code of the Russian federation, and the constitution, all these breaches [of the law] mean that the entire process after my arrest is invalid. Including the sentence passed by the court. I ask the court to bear this in mind.
[For a brief time, Khozhaev’s words were inaudible on the courtroom recording. Then he continued.]
It’s funny to see how they hate me: “He lied, he got carried away, he took the vows.” Don’t forget, I wanted to become an officer. And sometimes, if you want to teach someone, you need to deal with emotions.
To all those who talk about spiritual values and patriotism, I say: I first tried to reach out to Russians, and only then passed on information to Ukraine and went to fight for Ukraine. And in this I am more patriotic than most Russians. Excuse me for saying so, but that’s the truth.
You are all so fond of talking about your love for the motherland: well, this shows that I really do love her.
And please stop calling me a soldier. I do not want to associate with bio-trash. Because trash is what the Russian army has become, a long time ago. That was proven on the 24th of February 2022.
I also want to explain that I did not lie, when I told the Federal Security Service officers that I don’t personally know anyone from Ukrainian law enforcement. It wasn’t necessary to arrest me.
At the end of my final statement I want to address the Ukrainian people. My friends, don’t be afraid. Be brave. Keep fighting.
I am not guilty. Glory to Ukraine.
🔴 Anton Khozhaev’s case is just one link in the chain of repression that continues to grow as the assault on Ukraine grinds through its fourth year. Those such as Khozhaev who try to help Ukraine are singled out for the harshest treatment, but a system has been built to return tens of thousands of other deserters, who simply want to survive, back to the front lines.
Media attention has focused this week on Stoptime, three street musicians from St Petersburg, who were arrested and jailed for 12 days after referring to Ukraine in their songs – and then dragged back to court twice more.
Such repeat prosecutions are being used, far more savagely, against Ukrainian soldiers, especially in the illegally annexed “republics” in eastern Ukraine. The reign of terror against civilians in those republics was detailed in a recent UN report.
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Event announcement
Try Me For Treason
Readings from anti-war protesters’ speeches in Russian courts and book launch for Voices Against Putin’s War.
Thursday 20 November, 7.0pm, Pelican House, 144 Cambridge Heath Road, London E1, and on line.
Please register on eventbrite. If you register to watch on line, we will send you a link by email, before the event starts.
Thousands of people – Ukrainians, Russians and others – are serving lengthy jail sentences for protesting against Russia’s war on Ukraine. Some were jailed for actions, such as firebombing military recruitment centres (when they were closed, injuring nobody). Some were jailed for writing a few words on social media. We will tell the story of some who used their final statement in court not to appeal for mercy, but to call on their fellow citizens to take action against the war.
We will hear a semi-staged reading of translations of the speeches and hold a discussion about the book, followed by a social, with refreshments. We will also invite attendees to write letters or messages to political prisoners in Russia: our Russian friends will give guidance and help with translation.
Admission free. Donations welcome: any proceeds will go to prisoner support organisations. Organised by the Ukraine Information Group.
🔴Order copies of Voices Against Putin’s War from Resistance Books here.
🔴More about anti-war protesters in Russia here, here and here.
Khozhaev is one of dozens of protesters who used their final speeches in court to denounce the war, and are now serving long prison sentences.
An event marking the publication of Voices Against Putin’s War, a book comprising English translations of some of the speeches, will be held next Thursday 20 November in London, and streamed on line (see details below).
Khozhaev was studying unmanned aviation at the Zhukovsky-Gagarin academy, where he started after graduating from the Military Aviation Technology University in 2020.
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| Anton Khozhaev in court. Photo from Sotavision |
In 2022, in the days after the Russian invasion of Ukraine, he denounced the war and tried unsuccessfully to sever his employment contract. Prosecutors said he was arrested trying to cross the border to Ukraine.
Khozhaev’s speech, on 16 July in the Second Western District Military Court in Moscow, was reported by Sota Vision, an independent news outlet, and republished on the Poslednee Slovo (Last Word) web site. In this translation I have omitted some lines of poetry that he read out.
Khozhaev was sentenced to 23 years, the first five to be served in prison and the remainder in maximum security prison camps, for treason, terrorism, desertion and money laundering, all of which he denied. He is recognised by Memorial as a political prisoner. SP.
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Esteemed participants in the trial,
I believe that during this whole hearing, the prosecution have failed to prove my guilt, and, on the contrary, justified my actions.
Let’s take Article 205.5 [of the Russian criminal code, on participation in a terrorist organisation]. I really was the initiator of a shahid [Arabic, meaning “witness” or “martyr”], an intellectual organisation. I made contact with personnel of the Security Service of Ukraine, who took me on for training.
I just wanted to help the people of our brotherly nation to return peace to their land. I was neither an occupier nor a state terrorist of my country. My intentions were the most peaceful possible.
What’s more, it’s no secret to anyone that, at present in Russia, everyone who speaks out against aggression and against the country is called a terrorist.
As for Article 275 [on treason]: my action was in no way treacherous to my homeland. On the contrary, it was aimed at stopping a criminal government, at preventing the deaths of peaceful civilians, including citizens of Russia. The sooner this criminal war ends, the fewer financial and human resources will be needed for the difficult task of reconstruction.
Now you can charge anyone, for anything, under Article 275 if you feel like it. But what I have admitted to, including cooperation with the Security Service of Ukraine, should be treated not as a betrayal of the motherland, but as helping it.
What about Article 174.1 [on the legalisation of property acquired by criminal means]: it’s just funny to accuse me of receiving money – all 12,500 rubles of it [about $80] – especially given the scale of corruption at all levels of state power, including among military officers. This charge has just been added to pile on the accusations.
And this proves, once again, that we are not talking about a justice system, but about a system for vengeance against ordinary people.
Now Article 338.3 [on desertion]. I didn’t desert. Desertion is when a person willingly abandons his battle position at a time when support and defence is needed. But no-one has attacked Russia, no defence is required.
Moreover, the Russian authorities themselves declare that the Russian army is on the attack, that aggression is underway in all directions, and there are only victories. And I just did not want to take part in murdering Ukrainian people who have done me no ill.
Murder is a serious crime. And I am not to blame for the fact that it was impossible to resign [from the army] of my own accord, or by ending my contract. I had no other choice, except simply to quit, in order not to participate in murder.
As for Article 275.1 [on confidential cooperation with a foreign state]: to consider the Ukrainian people as some sort of enemy for defending themselves is criminal. I want to help our brothers, the Ukrainian people. That is not treachery, that is following my conscience, my upbringing, my parents’ teaching. That is love for my fellow human beings.
And when it becomes clear to everybody that my actions were not criminal, but, on the contrary, were deliberately conceived and honest – then, truth will prevail.
I was given beatings, and tortured, by the Federal Security Services. All the investigators’ actions that followed were fabrications. According to the Criminal Code of the Russian federation, and the constitution, all these breaches [of the law] mean that the entire process after my arrest is invalid. Including the sentence passed by the court. I ask the court to bear this in mind.
[For a brief time, Khozhaev’s words were inaudible on the courtroom recording. Then he continued.]
It’s funny to see how they hate me: “He lied, he got carried away, he took the vows.” Don’t forget, I wanted to become an officer. And sometimes, if you want to teach someone, you need to deal with emotions.
To all those who talk about spiritual values and patriotism, I say: I first tried to reach out to Russians, and only then passed on information to Ukraine and went to fight for Ukraine. And in this I am more patriotic than most Russians. Excuse me for saying so, but that’s the truth.
You are all so fond of talking about your love for the motherland: well, this shows that I really do love her.
And please stop calling me a soldier. I do not want to associate with bio-trash. Because trash is what the Russian army has become, a long time ago. That was proven on the 24th of February 2022.
I also want to explain that I did not lie, when I told the Federal Security Service officers that I don’t personally know anyone from Ukrainian law enforcement. It wasn’t necessary to arrest me.
At the end of my final statement I want to address the Ukrainian people. My friends, don’t be afraid. Be brave. Keep fighting.
I am not guilty. Glory to Ukraine.
🔴 Anton Khozhaev’s case is just one link in the chain of repression that continues to grow as the assault on Ukraine grinds through its fourth year. Those such as Khozhaev who try to help Ukraine are singled out for the harshest treatment, but a system has been built to return tens of thousands of other deserters, who simply want to survive, back to the front lines.
Media attention has focused this week on Stoptime, three street musicians from St Petersburg, who were arrested and jailed for 12 days after referring to Ukraine in their songs – and then dragged back to court twice more.
Such repeat prosecutions are being used, far more savagely, against Ukrainian soldiers, especially in the illegally annexed “republics” in eastern Ukraine. The reign of terror against civilians in those republics was detailed in a recent UN report.
=
Event announcement
Try Me For Treason
Readings from anti-war protesters’ speeches in Russian courts and book launch for Voices Against Putin’s War.
Thursday 20 November, 7.0pm, Pelican House, 144 Cambridge Heath Road, London E1, and on line.
Please register on eventbrite. If you register to watch on line, we will send you a link by email, before the event starts.
Thousands of people – Ukrainians, Russians and others – are serving lengthy jail sentences for protesting against Russia’s war on Ukraine. Some were jailed for actions, such as firebombing military recruitment centres (when they were closed, injuring nobody). Some were jailed for writing a few words on social media. We will tell the story of some who used their final statement in court not to appeal for mercy, but to call on their fellow citizens to take action against the war.
We will hear a semi-staged reading of translations of the speeches and hold a discussion about the book, followed by a social, with refreshments. We will also invite attendees to write letters or messages to political prisoners in Russia: our Russian friends will give guidance and help with translation.
Admission free. Donations welcome: any proceeds will go to prisoner support organisations. Organised by the Ukraine Information Group.
🔴Order copies of Voices Against Putin’s War from Resistance Books here.
🔴More about anti-war protesters in Russia here, here and here.




















